Saturday, May 14, 2011

Driving day

It was so dangerous when i return from kedah, SP back to penang. My mind already strain from over drive from Penang to SP, SP to penang, Penang to SP again and now... On and off i was sleeping, i just cant get my mind to stay awake, and in this state i drive all the way to penang and right after going down the ramp from penang bridge, my car hit something, that give me a pause but just a small boots of awareness. Lucky it was only the rim hit the road side when i check at home.

Maybe i was not suppose to overstress myself on this, this is dangeorous to me and the others. So best this will not continue again next time.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

忏悔

每个人的心都有很多东西,像旧药店的柜子那样很多密密麻麻的抽屉。
我很感谢我的朋友,有些人会尝试来明白我,我觉得是我的错让你觉得我很难明白。很多时候你问我怎么了,我都会说没有什么,你明白这是因为我想避开这个问题不想重温这个不愉快的心情,我需要的是时间来平复我的心情。

说起来都是我不好,怎么不能忍?不能善待别人。他们可不是给我难题的人,怎么我会因为自己的不开心而反应在脸上表现给他们看?